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They really are. Not mood issues. I'm doing great there. Just mush-like feeling in my head, my brain. And other things.
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Been a "hell and back" few days. Today is better. Today is Thursday Dec. 6, 2018.
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I have a lot in my heart and mind today. Today is Friday, Nov. 30, 2018.
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No mania,nor hypomania in sight. Only depression.
A moment ago, I felt like the depression seemed like it was ending, or going away. I sunk again. Literally minutes ago. Been more than 3 weeks now. The depression was worse before. Now, it's been better, but it's not entirely disappeared from my life. I don't even care. I trust I'll be better. My last entries show me down and then I am well. Nothing different here. I lose 'time' in my life to such lows where I only exist. Meds won't fix every little mood swing I experience. I'm just tired...The kind of tired where you just want to hide and be left alone for weeks on end. Escape this world and it's responsibilities until you feel like your normal self again. Strong. Today is Monday Oct. 8, 2018. 0 Comments Viewed 36013 times Dragging around
I'm dragging myself around the place feeling tired. I have been entirely too busy with home things, again...Today, I'm cutting back and I am trying to take control of my life once again. Thanks be to God, I can see that I need to be easy on myself and take things in stride. So that,..I don't get so stressed out and triggered so easily. Although, I think I am past the point of being stressed out already. Life has me feeling like this,
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