No mania,nor hypomania in sight. Only depression.
A moment ago, I felt like the depression seemed like it was ending, or going away. I sunk again. Literally minutes ago. Been more than 3 weeks now. The depression was worse before. Now, it's been better, but it's not entirely disappeared from my life.
I don't even care. I trust I'll be better. My last entries show me down and then I am well. Nothing different here. I lose 'time' in my life to such lows where I only exist. Meds won't fix every little mood swing I experience. I'm just tired...The kind of tired where you just want to hide and be left alone for weeks on end. Escape this world and it's responsibilities until you feel like your normal self again. Strong.
Today is Monday Oct. 8, 2018.