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Thoughts about my ex
I am still feeling a little bit sad. I am not at all depressed, just moody. Like if I am going through PMS. I got to thinking that I feel so comfortable in my life as it is that I just cannot see it ever changing, like being with another man. Be it my ex-boyfriend or another man. Not because of the bipolar issues, but because I would lose so much and I don't really want to risk finding out that the grass isn't greener on the other side of the fence. I have good memories of my ex-boyfriend and I felt for a while there, just for a short time, that I still loved him. But I truly couldn't risk any chance of rejection. Or that I lose everything that is good in my life as it is. All these thoughts go through my mind. I like just being friends with my ex, that is all. I will always have the good memories of him and me. That won't change, but I just want to be friends and each live our own lives. I have told him about my bipolar and my difficulties with it lately. He is a good listener. I don't feel judged by him. He seems to know more about the condition than my husband does. My husband is very supportive but he isn't interested in researching it or asks more questions.
“There’s an Asian expression that ‘a burden shared is halved.’"
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