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by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Jul 16, 2018 2:50 am

This new entry is about me feeling I stable. My blog is like a mood diary for the most part. I’ve found out that so much affects me and the mood. It’s not like a daily change, it’s being in a low and down, weighed down, or depressed type of mood for days, until you wake up one day and you feel good. Then there’s the great feeling that takes over your life and you couldn’t feel better in your entire life. Actual hypomania, that I hardly ever got in the past. I get this more now. My pdoc said when I am hypomanic to quit taking my Ritalin because I can possibly get manic. I said ok. He’s the expert. That was a new thing for me. Feeling great can be a dangerous thing when it comes to treating ADD together with BP I. Geesh!

by **quietgirl2538** on Tue Jul 03, 2018 10:32 pm

July 3, It's a Tuesday. I am hiding out. I need to decompress in a way that will let me just comfortably let me feel like I am out of this low that has been hanging around for the past few days. For a while I forgot I have a thing (bipolar) that can cause issues with my emotions. Been very emotional and feel like I can't take a lot of stress. I feel that outside things like work, is demanding too much of me when I feel this way. So I am stepping back some more to take care of me. I am doing what is in my best interest and making sure it's me in charge of my life and not someone who doesn't know me and my limits. So, yeah, I'm in charge of me and my life.

by **quietgirl2538** on Sat Jun 16, 2018 4:25 pm

June 16, it’s been a bad 3 days and 1 good one, now coming down in mood again. Not too bad. I can’t be 100% functional. Going to cancel one “fun” event with friends. It’s too much on me and I’d rather give myself some “me” time.

Other than that, I had been doing great!

by **quietgirl2538** on Sat Apr 28, 2018 4:09 pm

What has happened. God help me, I feel so #######5, in more ways than one.

I know my therapist reminded me that these moods are changeable. I don't even want to be positive. So I just journal here. I don't want to hear, "you'll feel better soon." Because I just feel like crap.

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Apr 27, 2018 6:54 pm

I feel like $#%^ today. Ok. There I said it, even if just to myself. I hate everything right now.

ok, I've pretty much summed it up.

I feel many things lately, but today is not so upbeat like yesterday. I hate bipolar with a passion!!! :evil:

Hypomania can turn into mania with Ritalin says my pdoc

I'm in charge

Bad days but have hope it’s getting better

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Hate bipolar

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