quietgirl2538's Blog

by **quietgirl2538** on Sat May 11, 2019 1:44 pm

I am very lucky, blessed, whatever you may want to call it. I feel such grand hope for me. I see only the positive. There is a light at the end of the tunnel and it shines every more brightly each new day. My illness of bipolar I is completely stable for years now. I have so much to look forward to and I couldn't be happier. I could die today or tomorrow and I have lived a wonderful life! :wink:

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by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Apr 15, 2019 3:09 pm

Having a rather emotional day. Mostly tears and melancholy-like feelings.

by **quietgirl2538** on Tue Feb 19, 2019 12:26 pm

Mood is off. But feels stable in the sense that it's just normal to feel sad at times. For whatever reason, it's just normal to feel sad. So, it's not depression, just a low sad feeling. Still, I'm being strong. Be strong! Is my new mantra. :wink:

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Feb 08, 2019 10:35 pm

I am doing well. Not necessarily "really well," but good overall. Being strong.

by **quietgirl2538** on Thu Feb 07, 2019 12:37 pm

Feb. 7, 2019. A day after an event in my life. I feel ok, just a little sad. Can't help it. My mood is really good. No dips or ups. In a week it will be Valentine's Day. Life has been really good this year of 2019. Strange-like at times and moments, but overall, it's good. So much to look forward to. And other things...Going to be positive when I don't feel it, during some moments. Fake it till you make it-type of philosophy. It works for others so I think it might work for me. I'm not contradicting myself, just having contradicting feelings at times. That really has been the story of my life lately. Contradictions. I found out some things about myself. I am a good person, I can be very impatient, but overall, I am a good person even with all my faults and shortcomings. Which leads me to be more patient and understanding of others. Makes me humble. For now, that's it. Dec. 25-Feb. 6, 2019 are important dates for me.

So much hope!

Sad

Be strong, new mantra

Doing good

Being humble

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