I came out of that dark moment a day later. I'm still even keeled. No dip or going up in mood swings.
I woke up this morning feeling good. Feeling thankful for being alive and able to see another day and look forward to life. I have so much to look forward to!
I'll enjoy the good moments while they last because the bad moments do come and I'll try my best not to dwell on them. My health is good. Sure, it's not the best, but I feel really good physically. Lost about 20 lbs and my clothes had to be purged because I couldn't fit into them, they were too big. So I have a closet of new outfits. My Michael Kors dressy jacket fits perfect now. I look really nice in it with all that weight I lost. I have expensive taste. Dillards is my store of choice. Although my friend has told me that he will tell the people there that when they see me coming to not let me in, that I am banned from there because I spend too much money there.

It is a very expensive store but I shop mainly for specials. My Michael Kors jacket cost $99 instead of $200. It was the last medium size on the rack left and it had my name on it! I own a Michael Kors watch that cost $31 compared to over $100. So yeah, I definitely shop for deals. I snagged it before anyone else had a chance to get it. Don't ask me about the stuff I get at regular price...
