Hello fellow Bipolars and friends.
Someone made a comment in the school news paper that the art department should be one of the things cut because it doesn't contribute to the community. The fine arts are part of culture, every culture, a reflection of human spirit and diversity. It IS the community. Perhaps we should try to reach out more. I'm angry. I'm angry that someone is ignorant. I'm angry people don't know what a bassoon is. I want to educate people, tell them what we do, tell them what being a music major is like. That is my passion, music. I don't care if everyone likes to hear Mozart or John Cage. I want people to know about it. To respect it. I don't like biology, but I respect people who can do it. I feel alone in this. Very alone, as if this passion should not exist.

I have been having some major issues. Pristiq makes me very angry. Being without it one day, I was so dizzy I could not drive. I go to my doctor's office when this happens. They make an appointment for a month in the future. So helpful. I have free Meds, but they didn't tell me I had to go to their pharmacy. When I go there, they have to transfer the medication, act like I'm an idiot, and then tell me they need approval of my doctor. He leaves at 12 on Friday. It was 2 in the afternoon. I wouldn't have it until Monday. For therapy I've asked for two months ago they FINALLY asked what I need therapy for. I'm bipolar II, read my chart. I've been in three times for suicidal thoughts, I have sever depression. What do you mean what do I need therapy for!

Thank God I finally read the chapter on how to handle Bipolar conversations. It helps my fiance know what to say to me when I'm in a mood. I love his support.

My cat went into heat. If you've never seen the heat give it to me dance, it's sort of funny. She's not in pain, but poor little Boo, so frustrated.