I am having a lot of trouble with feeling worthless right now. Not much elaboration here, I need to get to bed. I have just been feeling an extreme feeling of being worthless. It may have something to do with the game (World of Warcraft), but I think it has more to do with the people I play wow with, not the game itself. I can't escape them, though, at least not right now. Escape desires are building up so much that I am pretty much dissociated (not really medically, but figuratively) at school now. I care less and less about what is currently happening, and all I can think about is how great[?] it will be when I get away. I am just wanting everything to stop, everyone to leave me alone. I want to be alone. I want my own place where I can chill and relax for once. I feel like I will never be able to relax being so connected to everyone.

I am planning on posting long posts again soon. I don't want this blog to die. I feel like it is very helpful for me, and it is a great way to look back on my old thoughts.