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Addition to the last post

Permanent Linkby brainslug on Thu Nov 15, 2012 4:11 am

I meant to talk a bit about limerence/crush in my last post.

I will make it short because I need to get to bed for a test tomorrow.

The girl who I was kinda-sorta-liking for a while, I don't have any feelings at all for her anymore. There are completely gone, nil. I don't know why. They just kinda fell off all together.

However, the liking for that one girl from high-school who asked me to prom is still here. Some days it is worse than others, but it normally stays kinda mild. There are some times when it just really hits me and I feel like crying or something, but it is fine, and I can normally divert my attention without too much effort. I am not going to get into details because of time constraint, but seeing some of the stuff she does/says, I worry for her. I don't know. I guess she can take care of herself, but I just worry.

A strange not, I have been feeling some fondness for a girl who was part of my friend group in late middle-school (a specific friend group consisting mostly of females, best friends I ever had, to be blunt). I don't know. It isn't romantic feeling, I don't think. It is something, but it is so far down, I can't reach it. Anyway, due to situations, I could never date her or anything, even if she did like me. I don't really know why this came about.

Definite social anxiety, at least a few prominent avoidant-schizoid traits. Plus other general confusion and strangeness.
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