I told my two closest friends about my flashbacks. I was so afraid they would think i was strange, but they actually took it very well. One even said you are not making it up. My house mate has noticed that i have changed recently. She said I wasn't functioning well. She is right. I can't sleep and only eat a little each day. I really hope to sleep soon.
However, since I admitted I was abused, a strange peace has come over me. The Bible says "The truth will set you free" and I believe that is what it means. I am free from the torment of an inner struggle. I am free to tell others and I am free to be who I really am. I am a survivor, not a victim. I will be able to move through and past this with lots of help. I know God is providing friends and counselors for me to heal. I just hope that I can use my healing to help others do the same. Thank you to all who read this and are supportive. You are so important to me! love you, Deb

That is fantastic that you feel that settled peace... I'm so glad to hear that your friends reacted well too

Wow, you are lucky to have such friends. You also have a great perspective about your healing process.

im so happy for you, finding good friends is really difficult specially the ones who can be there for you and support you..