I have been on meds for the past ten years. At first they didn't seem to help, then after a few changes I could function. There were always emotional problems, but I could work without showing symptoms of my problems. (no one said anything to me anyway) Now I have been put on Abilify. Its only one mg. Which doesn't seem like much, but makes a big difference. I feel wierd because my emotions have been masked. Its like I know I'm having an emotion, but can't figure out what it is because it never comes to the surface. This has taken a lot to get used to. I don't know what to do with myself. I guess the doctors would call this a success. There are a few times I have emotions, feelings, but it isn't often. i am just confused because I don't know exactly how to live like this. I've never felt this way before. Not sure if anyone is interested, but thought I'd write about it. If you happen to read this and have a similar experience I would love to hear from you!