I am missing my mom today. It has been so hard going through this without her holding me. It's not like I could have told her about my thoughts, but she could just sit with me and I could smell her skin and hair. She would let this adult child sit in her lap on the rocking recliner. Thats when everything would be ok again. No matter what was happening she loved and supported me just for being her child. I miss that so so much. I Love you mom!!