I am really trying to do the right thing with all these new thoughts in my head. I called my sister to confirm or deny anything. She said she didn't know but she doesn't remember her childhood either. She said she just remembers being yelled at and hit. She also said no one cared about her. I feel bad because I have not done a good job of being a big sister. We were trying to take care of our parents and dodge the anger from dad. I should have been a better sister. I am sad that I wasn't there for her. I do love her so much!