Alright, so here goes.
I've always completely hated my body. I can't find any redeeming characteristics about it. As far as I'm concerned, I'm too short, too fat, not muscular enough, my hair is hideous, my face even worse, and even things like my skin color quite repulsive. My friends, family, boyfriends, etc. tell me that I'm cute/attractive/etc. but I feel like they're just patronzing me because they know how much I hate myself. I ...