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As time turns
and life is spent
dreamers dream
the lover's dream
a treasure unfound
a love unseen

with want ever,
they carry on
through their days
the bards measure,
left unsung

in quite silence
they pass,
unknowing,
with love
uncast.

With you
I know I have
escaped this
fate.

With you
the dream
is now
awake.

and still,
and still...

In a love
that promises
no tomorrow,
in your arms,
with peace
and restful ...

When the angel left me for dead
all that survived was my head
Which, traumatised and insane
fed on my hearts remains
And what had been love before
my mind had puked onto the floor
I slit my wrists and took my veins
Pulled them out & stitched my brain
Twisted thoughts sewed together
Scarred a hate that lasts forever.

I ain't able to cry anymore
There's nothing left inside
Just heavy feelings to the core
And these I try to hide

But where should the tears
come from at all?
Inside me, there's a hole...
The pain's just driving me insane
And taking my control

I try to find a way to free me
Everything leads to the blade
The knife is already too near me
I remember every cut I made

They balk and crow
And sneer and jeer
And say…

What gives you the right
To play with life
This way

And day by day; and day by day
My life within me
Caves.

And day by day; and day by day
The child Hope, prolapsed
Smiles less, with little persuasion
To sway.

And day by day; and day by day
Reason grinds, loosens, and tatters
Into ash and blows away.

And day by day; ...

The monotony of the day,
Is all too easy to explain…
You live your life,
Year after year,
And little is exactly as it appears.
You give your time to a variety of situations,
And you read your prescribed lines as if it were your given vocation.
Variety doesn’t come cheap,
There is a little hammer,
With which to break the wall,
There is a tiny vault,
With which to make the leap.
Mediocrity rears ...

the shattered glass of my mind

the shattered glass of my mind
in pieces in the floor
i see people walking by
i hope they're wearing shoes

acationaly, people stop and stare
colors dancing on the walls
rainbows reflect my jealuosy
but my shards are small and sharp

i hope they turn there heads and leave
faced with my clear callage
i hope they leave me lying here
i wish that they could stay



it's ...

For everything there must come a last.

A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year.

A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer.

A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage...

Or even the last words written on a page.

But the worst last thing is your last breath
because what is to follow will surely be your death.

Suicide note

Sometimes you feel something burning inside your chest
Those are the moments you forget about all the rest
You feel the anger as it is seeping in
You want to break something, you dont know where to begin

Everyday you drop lower on the scale of life
And you feel the need to reach out for your knife
You feel sadness as it is seeping in
You want to hate something, you dont ...

A diamond may fade,
But it is never destroyed,
You can smash it to pieces,
But still it can be employed,
A talisman of wealth,
Or an indestructible tool,
A diamond can sell,
Forgot the golden rule.
A diamond shiny,
Can never die,
It can only lie underground,
Or can shine in the sky,
Waiting for discovery,
By some lucky fool.
Say what they will,
Even the most tarnished diamond is still valuable,
“Of what ...

There once was a boy,
Who toyed with the world,
Now the world toys with him.
Where limits once existed,
Now exists a void.
He is victim of his own madness,
A product of his grief,
His happiness once seemingly eternal,
Is now so breathtakingly brief.
Who once was a boy is now a man,
Hardened like a diamond in the rough,
Times are rough and diamonds fade with time,
He has memorized his life ...