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my ex girlfriend, she is 43....she passed out once, and when she came to, for a split second had the devil in her eyes and then tossed water on me....one nite, our eyes were 8 inches apart in the semi dark bedroom...I swear her eyes changed, and then she smacked me....I know she had something awful happen to her 15 years ago, I almost think she was involved in things illegal..possible a child involved,( i ...

Greetings!

I haven't posted in awhile.

I continue to check-in regularly with my alters, every night if possible, every other night otherwise.

Sometimes when one or two of them have been "active" in a day, I am less likely to do the check-in because the core is tired. I need a couple of days to readjust after the physical changes of having an alter or two being active.

That happened today in therapy, so I ...

Ok, so I posted this on another post, but was unable to get much replies... So...

I was bullied from 200o (maybe starting 2003, I don't remember) up to now (that's 7 or 10 years, A LONG TIME! O.o). Here's my story.

I arrived here to the U.S on May 3, 2003. I was new, and my english was OK. I could speak, but it took me a while before I came here. I was ...

I am terrified. I don't even know for sure if I am dealing with a DID problem but all signs point to yes and when I asked my counselor if I am, she didn't say no but when I asked her what I may have she said she doesn't want to tell me just yet. How do I think I have this disorder? Is seeing faces, ages and names enough? Is feeling like two people ...

sorry for my long absense i havent forgotten about u i swear ahahaha but weve been sooooooo busy with spanish science english and band classes along with playing indoor soccer everythings been going pretty well except for a few breakdowns and flashbacks here and there but for the most part weve been well i hope you guys have been too
the main problem now is that we tore and dislocated a ligament in our shoulder ...

My name is Jayson and we've been "lurking" for a few days now when we can. We are in the very early stages of self awareness and are trying desperatley to get help and cope with what is happening with us. A little background information is warranted here.

About 3 months ago (Jason the core) had an appointment with his Psych. and an opportunity to start CBT presented it's self. At the time we were ...

Hey, how's it going?

So, this is gonna be a quick post.

I convinced my mom to try and find me a Therapist. She still doesn't believe me, she Believes that I believe and apparently that's good enough for her. So, she's going to start making calls.

Just thought I'd let you guys know :D

Have a nice day

I wonder if this is common with DID:
my system has had a total of 11 alters (7 atm), and none of us have a clear idea of how our past really was.

for example none of us had any idea about the abuses. we all thought that my littles are suffering from chronic depression.
but that was before our therapist helped us to put the "fragments" together and figure it out.
now we know ...

Hey everyone I just got diagnosed with D.I.D. early march of 2011. I have been married to my wife who i love very much since oct of 08 and she has had to try and deal with me being different all the time but really not knowing that it was D.I.D. until just now and she is very mentally exhausted from it. I am starting to get help for my problem but my biggest stress ...

Hey...
So... I think I have something else wrong with me.. Its hard to describe.. But Ill try..
Normally, when someone gets hurt, emotionally, they cry, right? I don't cry.. I haven't cried in nearly four years now.
Normally, when someone gets their buttons pushed, they get angry, right? I don't. I just get this empty like feeling.
When someone hears a joke, they laugh. I don't. I have to fake a laugh, but I ...