News of Dissociative Disorders

I promised Mr. Bates, that I would make a family tree, well, a family list anyways... and it has taken me a long time in doing but here goes....
(its long, so you may want to read in sections...)

Currently active alters:

(Big) Amber - Me the host, I am the one who was originally born to the body
I am 21 and I am studying Music Education with an emphasis in voice and choral ...

hey i just wanted to know if any of you guys have alters addicted with pain or if u did how did u stop them cause if got an alter like tht and hes started cuttin

Josh
KPSLSMLC

I've been happy lately because I noticed that since my major espiode, I haven't had any triggers at work or anything. It seemed to settle down some more and be more normal like it was before I met my boyfriend. I dont know why it resurfaced, but it seems to be more stable for now. Yay for me! Sorry, I just wanted to tell how happy and relieved I am because I hate being embarrassed ...

Finally, chance to do some ranting about my wonderful 4am experience. I saw past the illusion in the mirror, and it was rather frightening. I stared at Smiley, as he stood in front of a fake backround that was supposed to represent my bathroom. When I moved, he moved, but it looked like he was moving in front of a painting. And then he gave me a quick smirk as I was ready to leave. ...

I joined quite a few groups to see if I fit in some of them more than others. This is a good group but now I'm too overwhelmed!! So I will be leaving here. It really was nice getting to know some of you. If you'd like to email me, it's reinaroelle@sbcglobal.net
I wish you all the best here!!
Love,
Reina

Just sharing a poem I wrote about DID. I did away with the link, so no one has to wait for the load on deviantart.


Fractured

It was in my weakest moment, in those quiet hours just before dawn,
that she crept into the back door and near to me she sat.
Silken words whispered into the doorway of my soul
as I sat inside the depths of me
inside the very sorrow of my ...

I cant focus.

I have been working for 3 months and lately I have been having a lot of trigger attacks at work especially when guys are around. :/ They didn't do anything but I had a huge flashback and got dissociated. It got me so annoyed!

Yesterday, I was at work thinking I'm mostly recovered from it. There was a guy sitting at the opposite end of me working on the computer. No problem, I thought. He ...

You know those days when you think its another day like its tuesday but you think its Wednesday... and you keep doing everything as if its wednesday...
Well I lost a lot of time. I lost 3 days this week due to "holidays" and I just came backlast night freaked out that it was Thursday and i didnt knwo where my week had gone or what I had done.
I thought it was still monday ...

I know there are separate areas for each. I'm DID w/ depression, anxiety as well as an ED. It's hard to relate to those w/ an ED who don't have DID as they don't understand what we go thru. I have EDNOS, another part has bulimia, another just doesn't eat. Then I have Kids who just want a cookie then they are merrily on their way.
ED's are a struggle in themselves then you add ...