News of Dissociative Disorders

Finally, chance to do some ranting about my wonderful 4am experience. I saw past the illusion in the mirror, and it was rather frightening. I stared at Smiley, as he stood in front of a fake backround that was supposed to represent my bathroom. When I moved, he moved, but it looked like he was moving in front of a painting. And then he gave me a quick smirk as I was ready to leave. ...

I joined quite a few groups to see if I fit in some of them more than others. This is a good group but now I'm too overwhelmed!! So I will be leaving here. It really was nice getting to know some of you. If you'd like to email me, it's reinaroelle@sbcglobal.net
I wish you all the best here!!
Love,
Reina

Just sharing a poem I wrote about DID. I did away with the link, so no one has to wait for the load on deviantart.


Fractured

It was in my weakest moment, in those quiet hours just before dawn,
that she crept into the back door and near to me she sat.
Silken words whispered into the doorway of my soul
as I sat inside the depths of me
inside the very sorrow of my ...

I cant focus.

I have been working for 3 months and lately I have been having a lot of trigger attacks at work especially when guys are around. :/ They didn't do anything but I had a huge flashback and got dissociated. It got me so annoyed!

Yesterday, I was at work thinking I'm mostly recovered from it. There was a guy sitting at the opposite end of me working on the computer. No problem, I thought. He ...

You know those days when you think its another day like its tuesday but you think its Wednesday... and you keep doing everything as if its wednesday...
Well I lost a lot of time. I lost 3 days this week due to "holidays" and I just came backlast night freaked out that it was Thursday and i didnt knwo where my week had gone or what I had done.
I thought it was still monday ...

I know there are separate areas for each. I'm DID w/ depression, anxiety as well as an ED. It's hard to relate to those w/ an ED who don't have DID as they don't understand what we go thru. I have EDNOS, another part has bulimia, another just doesn't eat. Then I have Kids who just want a cookie then they are merrily on their way.
ED's are a struggle in themselves then you add ...

What state does everyone live in? I'm bored, and this seems like an idea. Too many depressing topics. And as much as I love discussing video games, I feel like getting an idea how far out everyone is. I live in the middle of nowhere, New Jersey.

Hello, I'm a 32 y/o happily married woman who's been DID since age 7. I am mostly co-conscious & have no desire to fully integrate. I'm looking for help & support in understanding this disorder for myself. One of the things I have trouble with (not sure if it's DID related or not) is that I "know but don't remember". I "know" I have a husband but when he's not here, I don't "remember" I ...

Sometimes I feel like I lost part of my mind. I know that sounds strange to say, but I can't think of any other way to put it. In the past, I used to be able to do the checkbook and multitask fairly easily. I worked and managed my household pretty well. After my severe split years ago, I feel like I can't do any of those things easily. Whenever I try to work up ...