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The diagnosis with the psychologist went as expected, confirmed BPD with small traits from other illnesses but that is the main dude. He also talked about Philosophers Syndrome which is pretty evident in me: living out your life inside your head from a competely intellectual standpoint, cutting off any emotional intrusion from the outside world as a means of defence. I just like the name...Philosophers Syndrome.

So there ya have it, still waiting to hear ...

today has been such a crappy day. :cry: all ive wanted to do is just burst into tears..but ive managed to hold it in. today i am just so fed up, feel so trapped, feel so stuck, i have been so irritable all day, but the thing thats upset me the most is that its been mainly with my lil boy...i am SO angry ...

hello everyone after quite a long time;
i was in holiday and am going to start working 4 days later.
i wanna discuss about the subject how we can come over the state of mind of being black, both for ourselves and for the others. first of all, i wanna say that it's really hard stuff to live like this.. and over coming ourselves, our ways of thinking is really so difficult that most of ...

HI all, I'm new here, pleased to meet everyone! I'm not even sure if this is the right forum to post in, but the reason I'm here is cos I suspect my ex has BPD. We used to be best friends and I still care for her, so I'm trying to understand what she's going through so I can help her out. Do tell me if I step on anyone's toes, I guarantee I don't ...

So after over 11 years of no contact (my choice) I tracked down my Father on FB and asked him if he molested me when I was young.

I sent that message this morning, now whenever I see I have an email my stomach goes beserk thinking it might be his name pop up on the screen. I just want to know either was so I can attach it to my therapy (although how do ...

My new neighbour had a party the other night and her friend's boyfriend spent the night hitting on me, when his girlfriend was in the same room. I politely kept avoiding him, sitting in a chair instead of the sofa, playing guitar, putting the dog in between us etc. Eventually, they had a massive blue and left. My neighbour and her boyfriend said they could see it was all one-sided, but the sleaze's girlfriend was ...

I just want to vent, I was diagnosed with BPD around four years ago when I was 19. Im 23 now. Ive spent the last 4 years in institutions. psychiatric hospitals therepeutic communities blah blah etc etc. I just want to tell this stupid disease in my brain I HATE YOU, I REALLY TRULY HATE YOU! :evil: BPD is a disgusting parasite that leeches ...

Feeling scared today. Scared of going downhill, scared that i will selfharm, scared because noone knows i have resorted to that again. I can just about control it so that the self harm only slight, but im scared of how much i like doing it and that i want to do it more. Scared of what people would think if they knew. Scared of the confusion going on in my brain. Scared of ending up ...

So, I've been feeling under the weather since yesterday, and I think I have a tinge of the flu.

But I'm going to ask this to the rest of you, because I seem to notice it about myself-

Do you feel even LESS patient and forgiving when you're sick? Because I feel like I could spit fire and shoot sparks out of my a$$ today.

I am fighting with my boyfriend about not getting enough ...

And I'm talking about my face, you perverts.

Sometimes if I'm feeling shite I'll get an urge to shave, even if I hardly even need one, and generally it helps to some extent.

Anyone else? I had men in mind when I began this post; but it goes without saying that women could easily chime in on this one as well.