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Lol I think Im loosing the plot

I hate traveling it triggers my abandonment/ rejection issues.. The whole which room to pick where to sit and what to do I feel like I need to stand at the end of the line let everyone pick then I get what's left, I don't know it this has something to do with me being adopted but with family traviling has always been awkward and depressing, they love me though becouse I am more eager ...

Do any of you find that if you have anger that you cannot deal with, overwhelming anger, it turns into depression?
I guess I have only come to this realisation in the last few months. Depression for me is usually triggered by overwhelming fear or anger. When I feel like I cannot do anything about it, like confront someone, I spiral down into weeks in bed.

I'm a performance artist, and people seem attracted to the fact I know how to dance.

I ended up making out with two different people... One of them runs the night... the other just a regular attendee.

I feel kind of weird about it. Part of me wants to be intimate with other people. The other part of me knows I am way too ###$ up to be attached to anyone else right now.

I don't really know too much about BPD, but I've been wondering if others feel this way or if it's just me.

When I get in the right mood, I get really vicious, cocky, i'm better than you, homicidal, manipulative, ect. I find everyone to be a pathetic worm and fantasize about committing mass murder, or hurting someone until they scream and cry. To be honest, when I'm in those kind of moods, I wouldn't ...

I feel like I have no patience left with ANYONE anymore... It's pretty much ruined my relationship with my parents, removed all the friends from my life, affecting my relationship with my gf on top of taking a toll on my health. I desperately need to learn some distress tolerance and/or take some medication to deal with my anger.

People's previously rude comments, insensitive actions, or lies, I simply cannot take anymore and I blow ...

I haven't found any literature, as of yet, that suggests that BPD is linked to any sleeping problems, outside of when you're in a mood, but I've had trouble sleeping, it feels like, most of my life.

I was just wondering if anyone else with BPD experiences really weird sleep schedules, difficulty sleeping, or waking up?

I don't just mean when you're feeling depressed either, I know that usually flips my sleep around, but in ...

with a reaalllly nice guy

any BPD advice so I dont screw up a good thing which is very common to me

Hi.

I’m pretty much on the verge of crazy right now, so this may all sound… crazy, random and out of order.

Over four years ago, “I had recovered from Borderline Personality Disorder”; my turning point was losing someone who I loved very much as a result of being so crazy. I learned all that I could and got the help that I needed to become a better person… I work on this nonstop. (PS. ...

Before I start, let me clarify that I am not planning to kill myself, it's just something I find myself thinking about a lot.

Anyway, as I said, I am suicidal. I can't figure out why though. Nothing bad is happening in my life. I love where I live, I love my cats. I have plenty of friends and professional support. Nobody is pressuring me to do anything I don't think I can handle. I'm ...