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I am not normally an angry person and it isn't an emotion i like one bit it doesnt sit comfortabley with me i hate it i really do.

But how do you manage intense anger at people.... Like today i feel hugely angry at my mum i want to yell and scream at her saying what i don't know but whatever she does i become really pissed at her. For no reason that i can ...

"Crawling" Linkin Park:


Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling

I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this ...

Hi guys..

I really need some help on this.. I feel I am going mad.. really mad..

My and hubby have gone through some very tough times. For a long time he was in denial about my bpd. Even after seeing my shrink 11 months ago with me and seeing the dx on screen and having the shrink talk to him he has still been in denial.

This has caused many a problem and has ...

Have you ever noticed that when we're watching something
fully aware in the moment there's immense peace?
And as soon as you bring the mind along, it evaluates everything
according to what it thinks about it, the peace is gone?

I love sunny days and rainy days as well.
We had a storm over the weekend in our area.
I dropped by at a friend’s house. His sister was looking
out the window and she ...

Hello to everyone in this forum. I have been posting for a while in the Bipolar forums because until today, that is what I had been diagnosed with. Today I went to see my new psychiatrist and they are disputing my original diagnosis and saying that I am borderline. I guess I show signs of both?

Has anyone with BPD ever been misdiagnosed as bipolar? I'm trying to get as much info as I can ...

Okay so this is a little odd (suprise, suprise)... anyway, today I went on my boyfriends computer and was ....ahem... shall we say snooping? Yeh I know, not right and I have stopped myself before but my paranoia at the moment is ridiculous! Anyway we have had issues over a girl he was briefly seeing and who he had a massive thing for for years before me, who he claims he doesn't care for anymore. ...

I know there are some recent thread on validation, but I think I need to creat a new one.

How should I react when someone validates my feelings that I am not good/worth/valued?

I'm scared to write this but not sure where else to turn. I also think maybe a lot of diagnoses BPDs will hate me for posting here but I guess its worth a try. I fear I have BPD.
The intense anger is a major thing, an example was the other day my boyfriend said he'd be upstairs in 5 mins. 50 minutes later he still hadn't. He'd simply lost track of time but I ...

hi to all you strong people here.

I found something out today that gave me one of those mmmm moments.

a little background:
I am a co-Dependant due to trama from my childhood and rest of my life..
I was with a person that had Bpd for 3 years, he was both an outward and inward rager... and I was his trigger.. he has never wanted help and refused any that was offered.. he walked ...

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