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Im scared of the doctor sending me away and thinking im attention seeking, so to save me the embarrassment would one of you be able to tell me if you think i have BPD?
Im almost certain that i do, but im just trying to find the courage to take the first step to getting help or whatever.
You really don't have to read all this babble, i just want somewhere to let everything out. ...

I am so depressed today. I don't even know what to do. If one more thing goes wrong I'll just snap.

I'm depressed over my husband. He doesn't care or help me when I have a problem. He gets mad at me when I cry. He says he can't help me yet he doesn't even try anymore. He sits there staring at his computer and laughing..while I sit her crying. I feel very worthless.

I've ...

Let me start by saying that I am a guy who is absolutely aware of his BPD, traits, issues and limits! I've been involved in an online romantic "relationship" with a girl for like 4 months now...

I've made many mistakes, I apologized a lot, I changed many many behaviors of mine (inc. the "impulsive" side of me, you can't imagine how hard it is, I won't say what's the type of this addiction but ...

When you feel hurt or rejected or you sense that something bad is coming and you are tense with anxiety, what do you do to break out of the spiral?

For me, these spirals can last for days, sometimes weeks. I'm too anxious to function, or so depressed that I forget whatever I was supposed to be doing and just sleep a lot and surf the internet. It's hard for me to get back to ...

I am a 25 year old female diagnosed withBPD at age 20. my life spiraled out of control at a very young age. Constant fights with family and really no direction in my life. I got pregnant at 17 & tried hraising my dauhter alone. Met a man soon after who took us in. but like most of us bpds he couldn't stand the emotional roller coaster & ended the relationship. I didn't take this ...

Hi everyone, My name is Stevie I am 20 and I am from Edinburgh in Scotland/United Kingdom.

First of all i would just like to say what a wonderful website this is, allowing people with problems to find a way to cope with there problems, I think this site and many other's out there are a great thing to have for people going through hardships. And i have nothing but respect for the people who ...

So I'VW been undergoing treatment for bipolar disorder for, like, 6 years now, still urgent found a decent med cocktail, recently began undergoing ECT tx (which has helped tremendously, by the way), and was doing tolerable-- till yesterday. I started feeling myself get manic, so I called my psych office and they worked me in. As a result, I saw a new to me doc in the practice, who casually mentioned to me that I've ...

Ive had bpd since i was 18 now im in my 40s. Ive had most of the symptoms over that time. But now ive been having a new one that is scaring me a great deal. Ive had some disassociative symptoms. Ive had blocks of time that i just dont remember. Even while im driving. Ive also cut myself and didnt remember that either. At times im just totally zoned out. I did post on ...

Hey, anyone on??

Im new to this and not having a great day ... :( or weekend for that fact

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Heeey. I'm sorry if you get a million of these posts, it's the first time I've used one of these sites.

I was diagnosed with BPD a week ago. I'm 20 and thought that something was wrong for years but I was still genuinely shocked and am finding it hard to come to terms with, and don't completely understand what it means either. I'm on anti-psychotics, which turned me into a zombie for a few ...