News of Borderline Personality Disorder Forum

Okay, I'm fine right now, because I just came back from seeing my therapist, but I'm starting to worry about next week. My therapist is going on vacation and I won't see her nor talk to her for another two weeks. We talked about it, and she said she knew it was early in my treatment and wasn't sure how I was going to react, but that she intends on coming back, that unless there's ...

Hey everyone. First off I just wanted to apologize in advance since this is a long post and I understand if nobody reads the whole thing or responds. I know most of you have probably heard it all before. Been spending some time reading on this forum a bit just to read experiences and get a more real idea of BPD in addition to just the encyclopedia-like definitions. I'm here because after doing a lot ...

I was very anxious but I do want to get better so I finally called again and made an appointment!

Unfortunately their first available is for Sept 10th :shock: but I'm supposed to call back and see if they have any cancellations.

I'm really happy that I finally took the first step though :)
Now to not chicken out ...

this is it, i'm sorry for posting this here, and i apologize for laying it all so bluntly, i just feel like taking this off my chest and letting some souls know how i feel before i go...i couldn't possibly talk to any of my friends or family at this point, as they would physically stop me from doing what i am about to do. i am going to end it all tonight, all the ...

This is a trigger of mine, I guess.

When I meet someone that means something to me, I never forget them. The idea of them stays kind of "frozen" in my mind. I know people change, but for me, I'm more excited to find out *how* they've changed. More often than not, these feelings are not reciprocated, at all. I get a lot of, "Oh, I think I remember you" or "I didn't quite know ...

So, uh.....Hi. This is my first adventure into this part of the forums. Greetings to you all! :D

So, my psych said she thinks I have BPD traits. She didn't really go into any detail about the symptoms. I'm not that sure of the symptoms of BPD, so I guess I'm looking for advice. I've read up on it a little bit. I do tend to ...

Hi there. I'm a 20-something with a history of emotional wreckage, childhood abuse, suicidal thoughts, relationship trouble and all that stuff. I've also just been referred to a specialist centre after describing my symptoms to a psychologist...when I looked up the centre I discovered its speciality is BPD. So I guess I'm joining the crew. I look forward to learning more here and hopefully helping out others with advice if possible.

The irony is I'm ...

Well I finally got a computer. I don't know what I was expecting, maybe like it would fill this gnawing void, but it hasn't. I can't seem to enjoy doing anything I used to. I have this constant feeling of emptiness and boredom. I have no attention span. I can't concentrate. My life is crumbling around me and there is nothing I can do about it. This feeling inside is so intense, yet I can't ...

A multi-part question.

1. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
2. When you were graduating high school (or if you haven't yet, when you do), what did you want to be?
3. Did you come ever do either of those jobs? How close did you get?
4. Do you still feel that either of those jobs may happen one day?

The thought process that lead to these questions involves some trigger ...

I think I have BPD and ASPD. Does anyone know anything about having multiple PDs?

I was told I had BPD when I was a teenager, but because I was young they couldn't give an official diagnosis.

I think I might have aspd too. I have some friends who have aspd, and the things they say about themselves resonate very strongly with me.

It might be possible that I don't have aspd, but bpd definitely ...