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I think I have BPD and ASPD. Does anyone know anything about having multiple PDs?

I was told I had BPD when I was a teenager, but because I was young they couldn't give an official diagnosis.

I think I might have aspd too. I have some friends who have aspd, and the things they say about themselves resonate very strongly with me.

It might be possible that I don't have aspd, but bpd definitely ...

Hi there! This is my first time posting, but I've been lurking around the Cluster B boards for a while. I've struggled with my mental health from a pretty young age because of my OCD, but it's only recently that I've realized the hole I've dug for myself because of my mood swings, my impuslive and compulsive behavior, my rage, etc. Feeling like a terrible person my whole life has kind of been a self-fulfilling ...

I was listening to a Tool song earlier called "Lateralus". They're one of my favorite bands, and this song in particular has drawn my for years. The song is actually inspired by the Fibonacci sequence. The timing is hard to pin down because it jumps around, but this video explains it pretty well: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wS7CZIJVxFY

So wth does this have to do with having BPD?

It's inspiring to me because ...

Hi. Can anyone tell me what the process of being diagnosed is like? Like, who do I call or contact when I believe I may have BPD? What if I'm unemployed and have no insurance? Where would I start? Would they make me take a physical? If they find out you self-mutilate, will they turn you in to be committed for 72 hours? And will they tell your family? I live in California if it ...

So I've never been diagnosed. I've always wanted to see someone but I've been both scared and broke :lol:

I also sort of feel like I probably have BPD and I've read about how there's a lack of people willing to treat us and how bad therapists can be so I'm scared lol

But I really do want to get better so I'm trying to find a ...

I feel like my heart is gonna stop and turn into stone(literally, phyically)
feel like my blood is all turning into black cold rotten water
feel like my brains are falling apart and i am turning into ash

i am seriously suffering both mentally and physically
iam mmentally so sick and physically so painful please help me please please what should i do?
i hate taking medication anymore, any emmergency suggestion ? plz plz help ...

Do you have high expectations of people. Mainly those closet. Husband and children. Friends and others could be included as well.

Do you have a difficult time forgiving yourself. To the point of not being able to do so. Even if others have forgiven you.

Do you imagine (create) how you want things to be in your head and try to make them reality. Only to feel extremely disappointed when it's nothing as you wanted. ...

I've read that fear of abandonment is a symptom. I understand that, my parents were never there for me emotionally so that's easy for me to understand. At some point, though, a guy came into my life. He was always there for me except for a brief interlude. He was my therapist, best friend, and biggest cheerleader. We became more than platonic friends after a while. We knew there was going to be a hard ...

I was fine being alone and waiting at my friend's house for him to get home from work for the last few weeks. Then a few hours ago when I talked to him on the phone, I got triggered by basically nothing. My thoughts ran wild and I thought maybe he wouldn't get home until very late. I had no evidence of that whatsoever. I sit here not being able to focus on anything. I ...

I already did my psych evaluation and I was told I exhibit all 9 of the diagnostic criteria for BPD. The lady giving me my evaluation told me she was recommending DBT and said she wasn't qualified to diagnose; she can only tell the therapist I'll be seeing on Friday what behaviors and symptoms I exhibit to push the session in a certain direction.

What kind of questions will they ask as far as BPD ...