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But I've just started taking quetepine 2 weeks ago... since then i havnt been able to cry.

I know it sounds crazy, But I find crying such a relief sometimes. Today I found out something which has really devestated me, I am so desperate to cry, to just let it out that I'm close to screaming. Its so frustrating. I need a release, crying is my release, and I just can't.

Has anyone else had ...

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Anyways, does anyone here have sexualized aggressive/anti-social thoughts? Or sexually deviant fantasies that would be considered anti-social?

Eehh... No, but I do have cannibalistic and vampiric tendencies

I want to talk about my problems, but I don't feel so comfortable at the moment.

Keep reading, you won't feel any more comfortable

I feel lost and empty. I feel so removed from every positive emotion I was once capable of feeling and the only emotion I can bring myself to feel is anger, over how brutally this has affected me. I can hardly sleep, I can hardly think right. I can hardly concentrate, I can hardly do anything but sit and wonder about what happened. It’s hard to believe that anything will ever be as it was ...

I started pulling in my Grampaw's living room while we watched a football game. At least that's the first time I remember doing it. I pulled along the part at the crown of my head, and then went and looked in the mirror and saw what I'd done. My part was extra wide, looked really weird, so I started parting my hair to the side to hide it.
Soon after that, in school, I bit ...

Started smoking again today after trying to quit for the past 2 weeks, started drinking excessively again - haven't done this in years, cbf going to my 12-step program anymore, MIGHT go back to my pdoc. Just not in a good place atm, was doing alright for about 2 weeks. I know they say 2 steps forward, 1 step backwards occurs a lot in recovery but it's pretty messed up right now. Maybe tomorrow will ...

Well it went to total $#%^ :(

Went down to see him hung out most of the day. Than he asked me not to spend the night:( He said if I did everything would just go back to the way it was.

Of course I put up a fight. Felt so broken down that this was happening all over again. Screaming yelling at eachother the whole way ...

I've had a breakthrough!

-Over the six months I've gone from being rejected by my inlaws (my only real support other than my wife and kids.)
-To believing I was pure evil and feeling extreme self-hatred for it
-To killing myself (well, I failed at that but I gave it a good effort)
-To feeling like I have no clue what's going on and feeling completely lost, confused and afraid
-To thinking I'm evil again, ...

When I was dating my now ex-husband, he guilted me into having sex with him when he had the chicken pox. He had been on antibiotics for enough time that he was no longer contagious, however, he was covered with scabs. (Including his penis.) We did not use condoms & suggesting using one then would have been insulting to him. In fact, I began to tell him that I didn't think we should & he ...

Has anyone got a talent or a gift that has been stopped by agoraphobia?

Talented Martial Artist or promising singer?

I am really interested to know, and if you ever consider rekindling you passion,

Thanks

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