Poem -may trigger

Lost and lonely,
Can you not see?
I have no real idenity.
I prentend to be "normal"
To hide my shame,
I dont want you to think that i am insane.
I live in a world thats in my head
And often think i would be better of dead.
Would you understand if i told you why?
Or would you just think its all a lie?
Can i trust you? Will you see,
Why i hide from reality?
Im stuck inside, and cant escape
From this world of self hate.
This is no life, this is just an existance,
Which i am watching from a distance.
I am crying inside and need to escape,
But i think its far too late.
Self harm is the only way to "feel" again
Is it blood or is it the pain?
Either way it only works for a while,
Then its back to the lost inner child.
Help me please, dont leave me here,
In this world that i fear.....

i like it
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