Daily how are you?

Maybe it is just the way that I am seeing things right now, but it seems like there is a lot of pain all around the last few days. Hugs to all who would like them and supportive thoughts to all.

Things here are rough. I hurt so much. My mind keeps on going off on wild tangents and it is at a point now where I have no idea whether what it is bringing up memory wise is accurate or a product of my brain being hyperaroused. I feel overwhelmed and am doing everything I can to keep my reactions as damped down as possible. I have frightened myself by having parts that are begging to be allowed to die, although I don't actually consider myself at risk of harming myself, because most of me knows that this will pass and I have way too much to live for. I had a previously scheduled appointment with my doctor this morning and at the suggestion of my T I asked about a prescription for a small dose of Ativan. I hate taking that sort of medication, but I am desperate enough that I will try it. I have an appointment next Monday with a psychiatrist who deals with trauma patients to have a full med evaluation done. Hopefully there will be some relief soon.

I'm actually feeling ok today. Struggling to cope with our EDs. I am struggling not to restrict and the person I'm co-con with is struggling to with urges to binge :/ quite confusing, but otherwise, we're well today! yay!

The Cat's Meow wrote:Maybe it is just the way that I am seeing things right now, but it seems like there is a lot of pain all around the last few days. Hugs to all who would like them and supportive thoughts to all.

Hugs to you too

The Cat's Meow wrote:Hopefully there will be some relief soon.

I hope so. I hate that point where you can feel things coming on so thick and fast that you start to have to deny it as it just gets overwhelming otherwise. Our protections coming back in I guess. Let us know if the medication helps?

mosaicmonkey wrote:I'm actually feeling ok today. Struggling to cope with our EDs. I am struggling not to restrict and the person I'm co-con with is struggling to with urges to binge :/ quite confusing, but otherwise, we're well today! yay!

Yay so glad you're having an okay day! I can't imagine the tension as the body is being pulled in two completely different directions.

Hi There are no age boundaries for this thread. I'm glad you came to share with us about your day!It sounds like it was destined to be a fabulous day -- was it? Did you have great fun?

This is Lin writing/translating for Little again:
Hi The body was very tired but I had a lot of fun and I got blintzes and a golden tiara with lots of sparkles and then I got the phineas and ferb movie too!! I was so happy and I've wanted all of those things for a long time. I also got to spend a lot of time with Nin's SO and she's very nice and she likes all of us so that is a lot of fun too. I hope you had a nice day today. You are very nice to answer what I/we wrote

Hi Little! :p

Happy to hear about your good day. Kerry in my system was out watching Peter rabbit earlier this evening. She found it quite funny. Yay for films

B

Lin for Little again:
If she wants to you can say Hi!! to Kerry from me I've never heard of Peter Rabbit but I like rabbits. We have a stuffed rabbit that we got about a week ago that the itty bitty one in the system named and her name is Grandma and she has very cuddly ears that are long enough so they can stroke my cheek

Lin / Nin:
Things are kinda rough today. Well, actually they're very rough; but we're pulling through. We've survived this all, now we just have to survive through the feelings. We're in this together and we are strong enough!

bourbon wrote:

SamsLand wrote:I woke up today disappointed I woke up alive, but now I am feeling better.

I'm sorry, that sounds hard, but glad you were feeling better. Hope you are continuing to feel okay.

mosaicmonkey wrote: give your littles my love - hope they are ok over the weekend

They love this --- thank you

lifelongthing wrote:I dunno if I'm allowed to write here [on this thread] since I'm very young

Hi There are no age boundaries for this thread. I'm glad you came to share with us about your day!It sounds like it was destined to be a fabulous day -- was it? Did you have great fun?

Crimsoncorsair wrote:On Tuesday, I'm going on my date. I am really looking forward to it. I hope we don't stuff it.

Oh that's cool. Good luck! Let us know how it goes!

theastronomer wrote:My most hostile alter has been manipulating the system again, so everyone's been more quiet than usual, which isn't a good thing. Still trying to figure out how to handle him;

I tend to isolate myself too under stress . It is very unusual for me to share things when I am dealin with some intense stuff. I'm sorry about the hostile alter making everyone quiet. What is s/he doing?

I'll Pm you it.

My day has been a very strange one, I don't know what happened but it left me being mute and down, I am feeling a little better now it seems everything has settled abit.

I would like to apologise to everyone for not commenting in there topics as I don't know what advice to give as I am new to all of this and I am still learning about this myself.

lifelongthing wrote:If she wants to you can say Hi!! to Kerry from me

lifelongthing wrote:We've survived this all, now we just have to survive through the feelings. We're in this together and we are strong enough!

Hear hear! Or is it here here.... lol.

Crimsoncorsair wrote:I'll Pm you it.

Why thanks!

angelfire wrote:I would like to apologise to everyone for not commenting in there topics as I don't know what advice to give as I am new to all of this and I am still learning about this myself.

No need to apologise... you do what you can when you can do it... no one can ask any more of you than that. I'm glad you are feelin a bit better from your down and mute day. Do you think it is important to try and work out what happened to trigger it?

I just feel horrible because I have been getting lots of advice off everyone and not bein able to give any of it back.

I think I know what happened, I've been left stressed and angry off a few people so I think that could be why?? I must of just wanted to shut off so someone kind of helped?? Its too new this, I've never experienced any of this before so i really don't know what happened, I can only guess.