Random thought thread

Alright, here are the 5 days thoughts which I remember... I may trigger, I still don't know what does

My mother is worried because I sleep with my dagger.


Apparently, "I" would be located more on the right side of my brain; I noticed he expresses himself more with images than words.

Damned be Bernard Werber! Even though is last book was $#%^, I am now torn between my hatred of autists and my admiration for him

Damn! I never noticed how much my dagger tastes like blood.

Sudden urge to hurt something. Feel the wrath of my Mountain Dew-soaked dagger, notebook

I'm really starting to wonder wether it was salsa or cheese in that blue-brown mossy jar on my couch.

Why did I ever sacrifice intelligence for sociability? Now I regret it so much...

Feeling "unstuck" after feeling stuck for a while in therapy. Glad for that.

I really like the word "discombobulate."

I also like words beginnging with Q.

"Quixotic quagga quintuplets quietly quashed queens?" Questioned Quentin. "Quite," quoth Quinn.

I am so sick of my life. Nothing is ever good enough to anyone no matter how desperate I am to be good enough. I want so much to be loved and respected and appreciated for what I do, more like what I put up with, but it will never happen.

Oh katariina, I know that I love and respect you! I love your posts on this board, they are so empathetic and understanding of others. Please cry on my (imaginary) shoulder if and when you feel like it

*hugs if wanted Katariina*

Thank you so much guys.. I'll start feeling better soon. Things get overwhelming really fast for me but I usually come out of it sooner or later.

Aside from feeling lower than usual, I've been job hunting and I'm proud of trying. I turned in applications for the Library and several GameStops and hopefully someone will call me back soon! I'd feel like I'm worth a bit more if I had some money in my pocket and I got out of the house every day and actually did something heh.

I wish I could figure out who likes cooking spinach. I'd let them eat it instead of getting intense cravings for it, cooking and then rediscovering my hatred for it and wondering why I thought it would be a good idea.

saute it with butter and garlic, you will have no regrets.

AH HA! This is where you all are!