How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Nostalgic...

We hadn't been here for ages! Allie is in a manic stage and she fell on the floor and broke bodie's arm... lol!

Cheers
Lana
(Hilde say hi too )

Had the first night in weeks where i didnt get nightmares. i feel so rested. it's awesome.

got to play with mah fuzzy mouse with a friend today. :3

I'm pretty good today, having a good time in front of the TV.

Happy up here, for a change

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51Bpx63wkbA

Im happy everyone seems to be doing well. I have been feeling female lately, which feels nice ^_^, and im ok with it.

Rough night rougher day. ######6 got insulted after helping someone. This morning I realized our relationship with our ex wasn't as rose colored as Alex had us all believing. *trigger - r word*Found out he practically raped one of us at one point.Wasn't entirely his fault, according to victim, lack of communication or something, but it all counts the same in my books. I ######6 hate that bastard why do I still miss him so much? He threw us out like trash! Everything good in our lives turns around and ######6 hurts us. I don't want good or happiness anymore, at least I know misery isn't going to turn around and ###$ us some more.

Too many memories, it's like I'm all caught up now on whatever patheticness our lives are and were. I liked it better before not remembering. I want to curl up and die but not even death wants me.

Drinking some Marley's Mellow Mood black tea and feeling very chill

I'm so confused. I feel like I don't even belong in this forum. I've had a journal for alters laying around for months, and nothing happened. No voices, no weird stuff, no losing time, no nothing.
I just don't get it. How can I be so sure I have DID sometimes, and other times, I feel stupid for ever thinking that??? :/

I feel horrible. The host is attacking everyone emotionally and resents me for withholding information about our system from her. This is why! She hates us.

Now Gina is lashing out harsher than ever. I don't know what to do...