How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Hi Ellie
I'm sorry you're still scared by it. Your body is an adult now though and adults can have lots of feelings right? I have lots of different feelings: sometimes I'm scared, sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm sad. I can be lots of different things and so can you You sound like you have a pretty big job in your system. I hope you take some time for yourself too

Hi, I am Matt.
I think I have done something really bad.
I draw. It is my skill and my part to guard.
I was just drawing this afternoon and I drew a picture. It was horrific.

Just pure black with a person crying in agony in it.
William is screaming.
I can't stop it
I am falling and failing
STOP THIS
MAKE ME NORMAL
Make me human.
I do not want this curse.

IMPORTANT NOTICE
This thread contains a general trigger warning as user's are writing about their daily lives and struggles.

Just letting everyone know and put it in the first post and thread title

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Hi there Matt
I'm sorry you're in so much distress.
I don't see how you did anything wrong. Maybe it was happening inside and you were channeling it? Or memories surfacing a bit?

You obviously meant no harm and I'm sorry William is in pain.

I hope you're able to work it out quickly.
Thinking of you all.

I think matt was just terribly upset because he didn't see those memories until today. He drew the memory he saw and that triggered William to go into pain and shut down.
I have tried to calm him down. Radio 1 and Colour paint works wonders on his 9 year old mind. Sorry.
GABE

Nothing to apologize for at all

I'm glad you're able to help calm him down. Is William doing any better?

Thanks for the update Gabe

William is a very depressed guy. He hates himself and I try to make him forget sometimes.
He was harming our body yesterday to try and stop the numb feeling he is getting.

I am not sure how to help him. Should I just let him come round or force him to confront it now.

It's hard to tell. Maybe search around for a few thread on the topic, I know it comes up from time to time

I'm sorry he's in so much pain
I hope you're able to help him!

Hello to all

today is therapy day & im a little (well alot nervous) about losing time - i already started to space out and i'm not even there yet - i usually drive myself but im going to see if i can get a ride

hope everyone's havin a good day -

xxoo

I am happy happy happy happy! Bitty bit sad too though

I am happy because I got nail polish for free! And Florette will cook me a yummy chicken with a sauce that is yummy yummy yummy also some vegetables but I have never tasted them with the sauce so I hope they will be yummy too Demi will also continue writing her book! But she will now only write her DID book

I feel sad because I don't know how to remove the nail polish

Amber

I hope it goes well journalgirl

That sounds great Amber - I'm glad you're feeling so happy