How are you today thread (trigger warning)

Lol! Yeah. Twas a bit.... So not funny and at the same time funny!!

That's D.I.D. I guess.

Gotta phone insurance comp now. Yuk! Yuk! Yuk!

Oh well.....gotta be done....at least we've got insurance....thank goodness that lad is ok, been on my mind constantly. Really hope he learns his lesson, it could have been soooooo much worse.

Today something really weird happened..

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We take a taxi to our career stuff a couple days a week. We get the taxi because we have amnesia problems etc etc and the driver of the taxi (a regular taxi driver) doesn't know what is wrong, but know we have a mental problem of some sort that requires us to take the taxi. This is fine in itself though sometimes the driver will try to con us out of money. We see through it though and it's fine.

We have a longer taxi drive but today however the taxi driver drove us into the woods. Until then more submissive parts had been out and just been listening to music. There was no real conversation with the driver. He starts pulling over and emma*l takes over and says, sternly, "I don't know where you are going but this is the wrong way", purposely laying her hand on the door (we were in the backseat) and giving direct eye contact. He says "Oh, I must be driving to the wrong place" and promptly drives us to our work place, with no questions of how to get there and gives no further eye contact.

He didn't make any alarms go off or anything but it was very strange and I feel good knowing emma*l has our back even though for the past couple of days she has been feeling intense urges to severely self harm and been having some suicidal ideations today. We are safe though and are able to keep the urges in check so no need to worry We are taking care of it
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Now we are heading out to meet our new mental health worker and see what they can offer and who they are. Pretty nervous. Been doing the whole makeup and hair and dressing up and all that stuff to see if I can't boost our confidence. Hoping the meeting goes well

lifelongthing wrote:We have a longer taxi drive but today however the taxi driver drove us into the woods. Until then more submissive parts had been out and just been listening to music. There was no real conversation with the driver. He starts pulling over and emma*l takes over and says, sternly, "I don't know where you are going but this is the wrong way", purposely laying her hand on the door (we were in the backseat) and giving direct eye contact. He says "Oh, I must be driving to the wrong place" and promptly drives us to our work place, with no questions of how to get there and gives no further eye contact.

That is REALLY weird. I would mention this to someone at the taxi comp he works for. Does he drive you all the time? If so, he knows the way..... Sounded very unsafe to me.

Really good 'emma*l' stepped forward, she obviously saw the danger. Really sorry she feels the urges to hurt. she sounds great and shouldn't feel bad about herself. She sounds like a great protector.

lifelongthing wrote:Now we are heading out to meet our new mental health worker and see what they can offer and who they are. Pretty nervous. Been doing the whole makeup and hair and dressing up and all that stuff to see if I can't boost our confidence. Hoping the meeting goes well

Excellent - You go girl!
Bet you look lovely. Good luck.

Blu.

Good on emma*l! I hope things get better for her.

Good luck today!

*safe hugs if wanted*

Good luck with the appointment LTT! That sounds very scary about the taxi driver...

I'm still full of a head cold so still quite sulky but at least managed to get out the house to walk my dog today

That is REALLY weird. I would mention this to someone at the taxi comp he works for. Does he drive you all the time? If so, he knows the way..... Sounded very unsafe to me.

That sounds very scary about the taxi driver...

Thank you. I'm not sure if there was any danger at all but I did notice. He doesn't usually drive us but he obviously knew the way considering he drove us straight there after emma*l came out

Good on emma*l! I hope things get better for her.

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Really good 'emma*l' stepped forward, she obviously saw the danger. Really sorry she feels the urges to hurt. she sounds great and shouldn't feel bad about herself. She sounds like a great protector.

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Thank you both. I'm trying to do some nice things like doing a 1000 piece jigsaw and stuff like that. Take my mind off things. Thanks for the kind words.

Excellent - You go girl!
Bet you look lovely. Good luck.

Good luck today!

Good luck with the appointment LTT!

Thank you The appointment went really really well!

I'm still full of a head cold so still quite sulky but at least managed to get out the house to walk my dog today

That's great! I'm sure that was good for both Raggy and you

We had half of the metal rods inserted into our body.
We have a horrific massive cut down our back where they put the rods in. It is still bleeding.
Gabriel wants to rip them out.
Azrael is trying to take all the pain of it and it is hurting him.

The shards of bone seem to not want to come back into place.
We have to go out and get them checked in two days.
Apparently we are not able to play any music...

I am a music student. How can I go on?

Will it heal, Schimrigk or is it a permanent thing? Is it possible to wait a little while to to do music? I know for me I had a very adverse reaction to eye drops at a doctor's office and actually went temporarily blind. At the time we didn't know how long it was going to last which was terrifying since a lot of my job depends on my ability to see as do our hobbies. What does the doctor have to say? Good luck!

I'd like to comment on the previous posts but too fuzzy to do so :/ xxoo to everyone!

Fun day ahead. Packet pickup for a race I am pacing tomorrow-The weather looks gorgeous - no rain!!

More house projects and painting. I really like painting and household stuff-

Happy Friday!

xxoo

Rough day. Cleaning lots around the house which is good.