How are you today thread (trigger warning)

I managed to cook a meringue pie and it cheered us up. William likes meringue. He might be tempted by it. Bribery by food. Such a good idea from me.

Matt

That does sound like a good idea indeed That sounds very yummy too I hope he feels better soon How nice of you Matt, to think of that

It sounds yummy yummy I want to taste, can I taste? I like yummy food lots and lots. I don't like blegh food because it is blegh.

Sorry we ate it all. Took ages thanks to the plaster casts and metal but otherwise it was nice. William forced me to put lemon in... BLEGH

I like lemon because it makes people get funny faces sometimes

that pie sounds yummy!! great idea you had S-

therapy went well but I'm super-duper-fuzzy

Hope you're feeling less fuzzy today journalgirl

*Massive trigger warning, ways of horrible murders*

Right now I'm watching a documentairy about the Einsatzgruppen in the second world war.
They killed over 900.000 jews, millions of people in total. Some of them were buried alive, with the dead. They were alive enough to make the surface of the ground move, bit not alive enough to dig themselves out. Most were shot, while standing side by side in a line, with their back towards the people with the guns. Always multiple executioners, so no one can tell who'se bullet killet who, no one was individually responsible. The stories give nightmares to the people who studie them these days. Yet it makes me happy to watch this, it gives me hope. Because people who did survive, talk about it. They talk, they recall those horrifying memories, they go back to what happened but they talk about it. I think that is beautifull, and it shows me that no matter how bad you're trauma is, you can be stronger.

Thank you survivors

lifelongthing wrote:Hope you're feeling less fuzzy today journalgirl

it's a little worse today. trying to focus on a very short simple todo list. i am surpised at how difficult even making a phone call is
when depersonalization/derealization hits , it's like doing life long-distance through a tunnel --
going to make a list of comforting things i can do when this fog hits...

it's a little worse today. trying to focus on a very short simple todo list. i am surpised at how difficult even making a phone call is
when depersonalization/derealization hits , it's like doing life long-distance through a tunnel --
going to make a list of comforting things i can do when this fog hits...

I'm sorry to hear that.
That sounds like a wonderful idea though - I hope you're able to work through the fog quickly