Last night was really tough. I was sad because I missed my mom. I curled up with my mom's quilt and a stuffed animal. It did help some. I also was thinking about how much I hate work and never want to go back. But I made the choice not to hurt myself or call anyone or do anything destructive. I went in the den, where my housemate was and watched tv. I was crying, but I don't think she noticed. I made it all by myself. Wow!