So, I am thinking there may be a facebook error going on. I am also thinking that my thinking that there may be a facebook error is possibly a sign of really unhealthy thought.

The last message still hasn't been marked as read, despite the fact that she has been online. That is certainly odd. You would think it would have at least bugged her enough to open it to make the notification go away. Plus, when I sent it, it had an error sending the first time.

And last night, I got a notification on my phone about her sending me a message, but it went away when I pulled down the drop-down where you look at notification (I don't know if that was the cause or if it just went away quickly after I got it, because I was basically staring at my phone and tried to look it at it immediately).

This obsessing stuff is killing me. I can't stand this feeling of not knowing. I feel like it is literally killing me, damaging my health (mental and physical).

I already sent her a direct message on twitter. I am afraid to send one otherwise for the fear of looking... crazy. I think I still have her phone number. I am thinking about texting her today during the day time.

I don't know. The situation does not compute. It has been over a day since contact. This is uncharacteristic of her, so I assume it is an error. If she wanted me to leave her alone, I am almost certain she would have said something.

Gah, why is everything so difficult? I can't tell what is the crazy part of me, and what part is the sane part. Maybe both are crazy?