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Phase 11# 27 Present adjusting inventory by OMNICELL on Tue May 09, 2023 3:57 pm
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(Romantic relationship issues with Women); Getting understood; getting straightened out! Ill try to explain.
Im looking for a best friend (Safe); thats all its ever been about; looking for a friend. Im back in touch with this; Someone I can build a relationship with; A helper sent by God.. A SAFE helper sent by GOd... I have no doubt; Now that this is getting straitened out; That Ill begin moving in this direction and exploring options and concepts brought to me by the universe in this direction...
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And I will be working with God to attract such persons for this potential; Ill be attracting down the God Pathway... Ill be doing allot of prayer; lots of visualization of what I want and story writing of meeting this person.. And drawing it out; the scene of it... SMILE!
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Music n Art is basically solved; as far as recovery is concerned; I dont need to recover from any basic walls keeping me from working at music and Art; However; the work is hard and Im slow and not very skilled at anything; so; the realities of this are humbling.. Anyway; Ill still continue at it and see what happens...
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NOTE: As for music and Art; So far; Im talking about a home creation situation and a very beginning of showing the art work out into the world when Im ready or performing the music when ready; simple simple basic starting things. And I dont know what that will be like; Will more walls go up; I dont know. So; FOr Now; in my present situation; things are going OKE in the music creation and Art creation areas... As good as can be expected right now.
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NOTE: I received another Purpose for my Art... So Im appreciative about that. It feels right. Ill ask God for the same thing concerning music. .
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What is left for me;
Money/Car; These subjects are not in the present; they are still in the Little kid imagination mode; its as if im a 7 year old or 6 year old looking out at the world.. Im not attached to such things as money and car.. its a little embarrassing to say that; but its true...
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The work Im doing in the recovery process is not simply to obtain a thing of desire. Im attempting to learn how to build a sure-proof method of obtaining a thing through manifestation work; THe process is what's important to me; and certain aspects of the process stand out as important... Learning that I CAN do something or afford something; That is the kind of change I want to believe ( A change of attitude and a change of belief); In order for this to happen; I have to shore up the gap between my small child mind in fantasy that is running things and the adult mind in reality. I have to cross the divide from child fantasy to adult into reality; or atleast child in fantasy land to child in reality; that's where all of this will start; I have to be in reality; that's what counts... Im working on that...
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MONEY CAR: This is the biggest challenge to work on; concerning; moving from Child fantasy to reality; This trek or journey! Im slowly starting out working on this subject; exploring it...

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Goals; update by OMNICELL on Sat Jun 28, 2025 10:14 am
Goals; update;
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The goal is a drum room; Ill keep looking into it…
Drumming everyday until its all I want to do all day long
Soulmate; All I can see; things are maybe looking; The door is opening; ...

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Relational development; It is beginning to form; by OMNICELL on Mon Jun 23, 2025 2:15 am
Relational development; It is beginning to form;
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Soulmate;
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The beginning of Relational developmental practice…..
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Ill assume Im completely dating someone We are together… I will assume we ...

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To finally push a man away because I want to by quietgirl2538 on Fri Jun 20, 2025 10:58 am
Still single. Lol. By choice.

This guy who is hanging around seems like a good person. That's all good and everything. But I have moved on from any romantic feelings for him. I cared for him at one...

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played my song live first time ever... by OMNICELL on Tue Jun 17, 2025 9:20 pm
Ive been working toward this while mentally ill for half my life and its taken that long for this one moment to occur.
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Played the piano at the church lunch in for the poor drugged out homeless population… ...

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Making new friends for life by OMNICELL on Wed Jun 11, 2025 11:02 pm
I went to a meeting… One this morning; and one early at 11… and it will go to 1PM… So; Im getting a much longer meeting; in this case I asked a women to walk with me and talk. We were already frien...

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Re: played my song live first time ever... by Snaga on Sun Jun 22, 2025 8:43 pm
Well congratulations! I know I would never have been able to do anything like that, that's really great!

Re: Next blog…. In the realm of things...; The Change.. by Snaga on Wed Jan 01, 2025 11:06 pm
Happy New Year, Omnicell! Another year of making progress!

Re: test by Snaga on Sun Oct 13, 2024 1:34 am
The blogs are a little different from the open forum- here, moderator preview is a constant, unlike the open forum. It's the same case with the official journals forum. I see you're a DID forum user,...

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Re: Made a decision by NewSunRising on Wed Jun 14, 2023 12:14 pm
but not alone ... We are here for you if ever you need us . Hugs & love .

Re: Being gracious by quietgirl2538 on Mon Jun 05, 2023 4:45 am
I agree

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