June 2025
May 2025
Ive been working toward this while mentally ill for half my life and its taken that long for this one moment to occur.
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Played the piano at the church lunch in for the poor drugged out homeless population…
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Whats important; several things.
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1. Ill playing something I wrote and wrote down and my own lyrics… finished enough; took me about 10 minutes.
2. I had to ask the church to play the piano; I had to go back in and ask them to sing to my song… and that was brutal. I felt like I was going to drop over dead.. I felt like walking death it was so hard; Authorities in control where I have no control and they control my fate. I have serious mental break downs and can not do this kind of thing but I did it…
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Well; I did perform the piece; and it went OK. And it sounded amateurish on all fronts from piano to singing and song writing. But I did it..
I played the song on all white keys…
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I made sure the singing was loud enough that I could say I sung that song; I really did sing it; it wasn't murmur or whisper. I made sure to put out some volume on some of it.
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Ill be creating another song for tomorrow; and Ill grow from all of this and see where it all leads me Amen.
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