Yeah I am talking to the wall like always but I don't care. I love walls, at least they don't criticize you. I am sick of people criticizing me.
My grandmother is doing better now, I am so happy for her! I really hope the medicines will keep working.

My ###$ always gets angry when
- I am interested in him
- or when I try to help him
He says "you think you know everything" EXCUSE ME???!!!! I genuinely try to help him and I get this??!!! He doesn't help me in understanding it either! And he is never interested in helping me as well! Sure I may not of any help but HE CAN NOT SAY THAT NICELY.
FOR GODS SAKE IT COMES FROM A GOOD HEART.
HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND THAT BECAUSE HE DOESNT HAVE ONE
He justs insults me and calls me dumb and all.

I just told him that I will never help him again and that he doesnt deserve my attention and that he is an arrogant piece of $#%^ that will always stay single. I didnt told him how ugly I think he is but I almost did. he's really overweight, hahaha. good luck with finding another girl who will act like your sex slave you womanizer <3

WHY ON EARTH IS THIS VIEWED 41 TIMES?! And WHY DON'T THESE PEOPLE JUST REPLY?!
It can't be me this time, I didn't read my own post 41 times...*chuckling*

people didnt comment because it seems like your not asking anything. it seems like its a diary entry. just read and not saying anything about it. if you want help ask or if you want some" aww that sucks, your such a good person" ask for it.

Some people don't comment for various reasons. For me, it's always been, 'What do I say?' 'How should I say?', 'Am I saying the right thing?' etc. I want to help out and comfort others, but feel that I lack enough experience or because I feel I don't have the same problems they do.

I'm sorry you've been going through this sort of thing. I hope things get better real soon. Thinking of you.

Well I guess I just wondered if these views were real. Its hard to imagine people are even reading this, you know? since it indeed is a diary and it doesn't make a difference what people will say, they do not know me, I haven't asked them anything, etc. So @ DJM19: you don't have to be sorry that would be ridiculous. Its not that bad and you aren't the cause of it. I know this is a general phrase but I just think its a wrong one most of the times XD
anyway thanks I just wondered if you were real cause you do not have to read this its unimportant and just my own bad rambling.