Today, I am in a very good mood: I visited my therapist, and she wasn't mad at me for having no self discipline and acting lame!, something I kind of expected. And I have new hope I will somehow finish my thesis since I made a plan with my therapist. This time I HAVE to work harder and I am going to look for a job. Maybe cleaning or something, I will do anything. I think sitting at home makes someone feeling down too, because then you are of no use for society and thats not good for your self esteem.
But anyway. I'm glad my therapist is soo positive and always has a solution when I think its too late for that.

The other reason for my good mood is that I am going to do something with my mother (beauty salon or something) because of the vacation, and I am going to learn Spanish with a good friend of mine, and Hollands Next Top Model and Project Catwalk are on tv (I looove these programs. Gay men complaining about sewing and gossiping about others, more hilarious than any fiction )

AND I found out what Davids mommy looks like is so I can copy her. She doesn't look like my avatar, obviously. She isn't even platinum blonde. But, she is really young looking and pretty for her age, in my opinion. If I looked like that when I was a forty/fifty something I wouldn't complain. She is a bit overweight but I think that looks better on older people cause then they have less wrinkles. Her clothing style is casual. I thought she would always wear a blouse at least, to look professional, but no. Interesting! I am so happy the mystery is solved. In this digital age, you can not keep ANYTHING secret for me, David You should have known that when you said I had to quit "interfering with your life"