Oh no, I'm still crazy... I just am forcing myself to cope better. Not having to work really really helps with that. My kids also push me to try and stay strong, but I have plenty of moments where I'm not doing well. Let's just say things were ridiculous not even a full year ago. I finally had the realization while pregnant for the second time, that I needed to change a lot about myself. There was a reason I couldn't seem to stay in a relationship with anyone. This relationship almost failed as well, but I finally realized that I needed to put more effort into things if I truly loved someone. Letting the chips fall where they may was not a good method to love, believe you me. I should've fought harder for my past relationships, but I gave up before anything had even happened yet. I was too busy burying myself in negative thoughts and making no effort to be a person worth being with.

That's changed now though. Because I want to be a person worth knowing and talking to. ♥

You ARE worth knowing and talking to!

Aww. Thank you! It's always nice to hear that.