I have had a really lovely few days christmas day itself was different for us to what it normally is and i liked the things that were different although t was abit odd and i still like the way we used to do things but as things change so do the things we used to do i guess neither one is better than the other.

Have been to see some of teh extended family which was pretty triggering and right now im trying to focus on the here and now and stop myself from 'floating' for want of a better description. I also feel abit frustrated at myself over some stuff i have posted but hey ho.

Hope you have all had an ok few days