Today dragged very heavy on me. Whats the point of focusing on the negative? It just drives you deeper into your hole. There are some new skills for dealing with my moods that I learned today.

I really hope they will help me out of this funk Ive been in. If this works then I can motivate myself to get into a trade school. Start making an actual career. Have something to look foward to when I wake up.

Theres so much to do, and Ive just been letting it go by. Soon, though, very soon, there will be a bounce back. A change is coming. In time I can become myself again.