I've been doing so good. I remember I used to get sad when ppl didn't wanna hang out and now I just don't give a ###$. Anyways...

I was even feeling pretty today. That's until I look at ######6 pictures of girls on Instagram. I should ######6 delete all my stupid social network $#%^ man. Omgggggg I wish I had the courage to just kill myself. I'm so ugly it hurts me so much I just wanna die. I swear if I never saw a mirror I never would have thought I was ugly. Most ugly ppl are at least smart I swear I'm ######6 retarded too. There so many imperfections with me that plastic surgery wouldn't do $#%^. I wish I could kill myself or just go live in the woods so It wouldn't matter if I was ugly or not. I always see girls look at me. I can't decide if it's cuz I'm so ugly or they think I'm ok looking. In sure it's cuz I'm ugly. I just wanna die. I'm not feeling good right now. And then I'm a bitch. Oh lord why was I born?? Why me?????

I wish I had someone to talk to I wish I could sleep for all eternity. But I'll only get to sleep 8 hours. I think I'll buy some drowsy medicine this weekend so I can sleep extra long sleeping is the only relief I ever get.

Sleep is the cousin of death<3. ###$ I'm crazy