Through all of this stuff though (everything I posted and more)...

I am forgetting about the goal in life.

And sometimes I feel like I can die just out of pure boredom. Like every impulse... every sensation becomes... like... I just don't care... untill I stop caring at all... and then I'm dead...

A few days ago while I was out... like... pubs etc... some girl half-approached me... and she wanted to dance... and she apparently said that she thought I was pretty.

There's some other girl here also that also likes me. Somewhat. She seems to. A lot of girls sometimes seem to like me...

But I just... it's just not... no... it doesn't work...

But they're still the reason why I'm seriously just alive... But when it comes down to it I don't care.

I'm tired.

I think we all get tired from time to time. Hang in there.