I'm becoming so confused... Matt's talking to me now? What the heck is going on here!? He's never spoken to me once in the past 2 years I've known him... But now in the past month, he's actually talking to me and wishing me to have Happy Holiday? I'm going to be utterly in shock if he remembers my birthday though (several months from now, but still) I'm so confused... What's with the change of heart?

Oh the brighter side, I think I've started kicking my habits gone. Haven't purged or cut or even binged in a while. I just hope I don't relapse.