If you knew how low ones mood can go, then you know how I feel. I went very low today after 2nd period. Just down down and further down into oblivion.

After school I followed Ethan again to his cross country practices like I usually do. Zack was there and I wish he would've just hugged me. of course, I didn't know what ot say to him so I just stood there. I ought to probably break up with Daniel. I'm in no state of Health to have a relationship and I'd rather get it over with so as to not hurt him any more.

My house mate is gone, and I don't know if he's left for the day. If he has.... well, yah...

I got on the scale just a few minutes ago, and I weighed in at 102.4 Now that would have my friends screaming for joy since I gained 2 pounds. But those numbers disgust me. I shouldn't weigh more than 98 pounds tops. I should probably start running like my dad wants me to. I mean, I love running, but he's out all the time so I can't go out. I should ask him so I can just... run. Lose the weight I gained over my weekend binging.

Hum. I ought to b/p after I finish homework and before my dad gets home.