So hi. I'm the brown eyed newb. Just to let ya'll know why I'm on the site, I'm a bulimic. Started a while back, and I um... wanted to get better. Why? I scare myself with it. But anyways, I guess I'll join this site and make it my official blog place if I can. Talk about my life, high school, divorced parents and such. And yes, I'm a girl : P just fyi.

The only reason why I joined this site was because although I've told some people they don't understand how to help or even ask if I'm really ok. I honestly just want people (if they read this anyways) to get why I do this to myself. I guess I need someone to talk to really. Let it all out.

So let's see. Last time I purged? I believe last tuesday since my dad had a long weekend. Might do it tomorrow when my house mate leaves for work and before my dad gets home. Binged? Today. Made dinner, and tried to see if I could eat angel hair faster than spaghetti. Didn't keep track of time, so that was a fail.. Yup. I feel weird since I'm now eating more than my dad...