Ok then.. I broke up with Daniel, Zack is still ignoring me, and my moods still running deep down low. The enjoyability of life just went into the negatives.

Right after school, I went to the cross country practice like usual, and Zack barely said 2 words to me. 'Hi Sophia'. Are his words really that empty..? Once I actually decide on how I feel about him, he turns his back and starts acting like Matt.. Like I don't matter, exist, and just there.

Daniel took the break up... well I guess. I know he was hurt because he had nothing ot say when I gave him the necklace back.. but still.

And now, I'm just a lonely bulimic.

Are there any left overs? Probably so. Only problem is that my house mates kids are here because it's his days off now... Ugh. You can't really binge in front of a teen chick and a 10 year old boy without some serious questions.

Now after posting something on a forum, I'm going to go to my School councilour one of these days and ask if there is a way if I can check my mental health confidentially. I don't want my dad to find out, and I have to hope that things won't get.. out of hand if things go either way.