today has been rough. someone in towns kid went missing and that scared the crap out of me. they ended up finding her playing at someones house but it freaked me out.


im so glad i didnt have kids. i would have been insanely overprotective no doubt. and if something ever went wrong i know i wouldnt be able to handle it.


that happened to my ex. he had a child that died. i cant imagine dealing with something like that. probably the reason he drank every single night.



plus. i was molested as a child many times over. it would color my views on trusting others around my kid.


those are reasons i didnt.