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Hello! Having BPD, I often find myself putting on a 'mask' for the world. I am OK, I am fine, Don't worry about me. This serves me well most of the time.

I have started blogging as a means of acknowledging what is going on in my mind and perhaps in retrospect I will be able to see any progress I have made or behavioural patterns I hadn't already noticed.

It's Just random thoughts, fact and flights of fancy.

I don't expect anyone will read it and that is OK because I am doing it for me. But if you do and you 'get' me, let me know!
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A man wrote me poetry

Permanent Linkby redrob on Tue Dec 06, 2016 8:34 am

We have only just met thru fb. He lives in another country.
He seems to have an intense interest in and though I am intrigued I am not naive enough to take it all too seriously.
But it feels nice to be attractive to someone.

"insert my real name'
Thank you sweet little sad.
Some semblance to confidence
Is restored.
Still holding sweet
I may actually attempt to speak
Telepathy doesn't work I guess.
I have no idea how to do this
So advice is kind
To the uninformed
Every love I've led
Has been given back in surprised
Return
That was not studied cool
I lost that book and skipped class
I'm glad they assumed
I just ate
Every love I've led
Was with women who had a brow
That did not pretend to unwant
I thought they were out of my league
This terror appeared to be intrigue.
Thank ###$ for that
I've never considered to lock this box
Because my heart
Is especially intended for thieves
I'm only delighted to end the suspense
Because instead of cold
What each discovered inside
Was something
I'd saved
To keep us warm.
So now that I've been scolded
That I'm both beautiful and interesting
For the umpteenth time
I buy it for a dollar
But will someone help?
How to I gift it to a specific life
Instead of someone seduced long ago
Into believing they deserve all they want?
How do I approach
The long overdue in this world
And tell a woman who towers over the ground
And remind she need not
Always need to have her eyes
Inconvenienced there
That unless she's hatching her next evil plot
Or delicious in deep thought
Please feel free to include
Deciding what she wants me to deliver.
And that from now on
Clearing away the debris by hand
Or interior places that may be hazy from wear
By clumsy paws
I can clearly see are inferior to her
Are now is her man's life work?

If I have to prove my worth to another, they aren't worth it
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