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Hi all,

I went looking on the internet for information about treating paraphilias and found this forum. I've read many of the posts and I feel like this is the place to air my story. I'd like help but I'm not sure what I should do. Anyway enough introduction, to the story.

I don't expect much sympathy, that's not what I'm hear for. My upbringing was good and I don't suffer from any mental illness ...

My story

started MB to P when i got 11y to normal porn and after that I started exploring the internet and got the fetish with girls peeing and guy's peeing on them.
Then after a search on emule I found a lot of clips on the pee topic but got some clip with young almost children girls peeing and I just used it to MB with but then left it and started to MB ...

t the age of 8 I started a fascination with nylon jackets. I loved the feel of them and always wanted to wear them. One day I was starring into the closet and decided to pull out a jacket that I had to wear around. While I was pulling it out I thought about what it would feel like to stand there in the jacket with it hung up on the hanger. So I proceeded ...

Thanks to all who posted your advice! I really had no idea of where to get advice and came upon the forum. I am still dating my boyfriend, and we are working things out slowly ... its a lot, but he still has so much fear and thoughts that he is abnormal. He has far to go in the way of self-acceptance, but we are exploring sexual paths that will inevitably lead back here.

can pedophilc thoughts seeming start out of nowhere in someone who has been exclusively attracted to people in his own age group - at the age of 28? Doesn't pedophilia start in adolescence, or isn't the pedophile usually aware of his/her sexual inclinations before the age of 20? If pedophilia is seen as no different of a choice of sexuality as say homosexuality, then why is it also labeled a "disease"? and if it is ...

It wouldn't surprise me if it was illegal in some draconian jurisdictions around the world - but hey, Vladimir Nabokov's "Lolita" is a classic piece of 20th century literature. I doubt you would be in any legal trouble - if a psychologist reported you, I'd say they were violating their own professional code of conduct. You haven't hurt a child in any way, directly or indirectly. Are you a pedophile? Well, you said you had ...

I can't stop being attracted to hideous, ugly and disgusting people despite how weird or funny other people consider it, I don't find it beautiful and just think it's sexually arousing.

I had this attraction since I was very young, I was first attracted to grannies and fat ugly white trash women first. I used to often masturbated to pictures or TV shows that contained women or men that no one else would have sex ...

The switch flipped in my head a few days ago and I'm feeling great. Absolutely done with pedophilia! :D I'm still going to go for help with some left over anxiety issues but overall this is wonderful. Things are moving forward, I'm currently getting a new IEP(Individualized Education Program) worked on for me. I figure I have dyslexia as one of my learning blocks.

Anyway, it's ...

Looking through this board I seem to see a lot of people saying this. I'm not sure if it's bad that there are so many, or good that so many are looking for help. Anyway.

Since I was younger (mid-teenager) I've enjoyed looking at child pornography. I can't think of any reason for this - nothing traumatic has happened to me in the past (although I do remember having sexual experiences at a very young ...

I'm attracted to younger people... I have these fantasies... I'd never do anything to anyone, but I am terrified that will change.

I fell in love with a 14 year old... and the girl I like, while completely legal, and in college, looks prepubescent, and that fact turns me on so much...

I feel like I'm a pedo... the friends I have who know say I'm not... but yet they're not surprised when I talk ...