Why, after finally losing certain people of out my life, why do I desire to the point of selfsacrifice to try to get them back into my life? Or want to?
Let's be clear, I'm not going to give in to my temptations to give selfdegrading apologies to people who have wronged me, who I have not wronged, just to get them back in my life. Though with my mother, and a few past friends, ...